Sunday, February 21, 2010

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

how i used to write about my mom

http://lovegarboblue.blogspot.com/2009/09/today-would-be-my-moms-birthday.html

How I used to write about California...(2002) (Im working on 2010)

When I learned the US map I learned it like it was a cemetery plot, and imagined that the states were graves.  I have a birthmark on my neck that’s shaped like California.  The most spacious, grave-like state.
New York leaves behind its own marks on my neck. At first the city drugged me like amphetamines. I took it just as bravely as I do when I’m adjusting to the icy temperatures of ocean.  But New York has been the coldest ocean that could ever touch my skin. The chill can still give me a shock. It reminds me that New York has never felt like home.

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